Friday, October 15, 2010 @ 12:54 AM
Wouldn't it be easier, If i can just hate you? I can mend my wound, brush off all the dusty thoughts about you and have a normal life as if you don't exist.
But I can't.
I love you too much, it hurts.
Hi.
Monday, March 29, 2010 @ 11:01 PM
For the meantime, i am addicted to
tumblr. Won't update blogspot. ^_^
Labels: updates
Raindrops, falling on my head
Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 7:14 PM
I'm lovin the weather these two days... :) on the way to watch How To Train Your Dragon with DC ppl.
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EDIT: That movie is awesomely cute!!! O_O I want Toothless as a pet!!
Really enjoyed the movie and the company of the people. I lovelove my squad!! ♥ We did some STT (STupid Things) like this...
Labels: fun, movie, random
Off with your crow.
Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 11:17 PM
Cow posted our convos in his tumblr. So i copied that here. LOL. Too much of a hassle to repeat the story over and over again, so see the chats for yourself lol. Sorry for the singlish. :X
Labels: housies, pet, random, unique
Conversation with a doctor
Monday, March 15, 2010 @ 12:39 AM
I didn't think i'll drop until the extent of losing my mind just because of stress. I did not want to talk about this anymore but gosh, I had such a shitty landlord and landlady that lied to us most of the time, gave funny excuses and petty comments and blamed us for everything - for the sake of not returning our rental deposit (which now I don't care about it anymore). 2 years ago was our first time renting an HDB (used to rent condo & mansion but ever since we're working abit
sayang using our own money loool =X ) and it was not a really pleasant experience. Is this common in Singapore, that most of HDB landlords suck? My previous experiences with condo/mansion landlords was okay. Very well, they can take my money, which is not supposedly theirs, but i wish for their misfortune when they spend out that money. You did that to us, someday someone else will do the same thing to you. :) Like my dad said;
uang bisa dicari (money can be earned).
So i didn't know that thinking about it too much affected my health, physically and mentally. I felt like as if my stomach and throat were full of air, couldn't breathe properly around morning-afternoon, having vertigo almost all the time and having depression and nightmare every night. I talked, chat normally with people around me but when i was alone; i broke down. I made P worried so much and made him stress also, lol. Sorry P. -_- After 2 days of having all those i couldn't take it anymore and went to see the doctor. I asked him,
what is wrong with me? Unlikely stomach flu because i had that for 3 or 4 times before. After diagnosing, he stopped asking questions like 'Do you have fever?' 'Is this part or this part of stomach hurt?' and stared at me instead.
"Do you have friends?"
...excuse me?
um yes.
"Are you close with them?"
o.o
ya
"When was the last time you go back to visit your family?"
...har?
3 months ago.
Why are you asking me all these anyway?
"You are not sick, you're under stress."
o___o
"...and you yourself, know that best, don't you?"
He talked like a psychiatrist. That startled me but the stupid tears just came out without reason. Ok... He might thought i was crazy. I just let my tears flow and that made me feel better honestly. Just hearing him saying
"Whatever you can solve, solve it immediately. If it is impossible to solve, just forget it and move on, okay?"
With that, i moved on.
Labels: homesick, stressed
Workplace
Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 3:11 PM
Working desk. :@
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Feels like floating
Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 6:27 PM
Taken using some lomo application from iPhone. Love the effect.
Enough with all the bullshit and craps thanks to the old landlord. Whatever, I don't care.
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Friday, October 15, 2010 @ 12:54 AM
Wouldn't it be easier, If i can just hate you? I can mend my wound, brush off all the dusty thoughts about you and have a normal life as if you don't exist.
But I can't.
I love you too much, it hurts.
Hi.
Monday, March 29, 2010 @ 11:01 PM
For the meantime, i am addicted to
tumblr. Won't update blogspot. ^_^
Labels: updates
Raindrops, falling on my head
Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 7:14 PM
I'm lovin the weather these two days... :) on the way to watch How To Train Your Dragon with DC ppl.
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
EDIT: That movie is awesomely cute!!! O_O I want Toothless as a pet!!
Really enjoyed the movie and the company of the people. I lovelove my squad!! ♥ We did some STT (STupid Things) like this...
Labels: fun, movie, random
Off with your crow.
Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 11:17 PM
Cow posted our convos in his tumblr. So i copied that here. LOL. Too much of a hassle to repeat the story over and over again, so see the chats for yourself lol. Sorry for the singlish. :X
Labels: housies, pet, random, unique
Conversation with a doctor
Monday, March 15, 2010 @ 12:39 AM
I didn't think i'll drop until the extent of losing my mind just because of stress. I did not want to talk about this anymore but gosh, I had such a shitty landlord and landlady that lied to us most of the time, gave funny excuses and petty comments and blamed us for everything - for the sake of not returning our rental deposit (which now I don't care about it anymore). 2 years ago was our first time renting an HDB (used to rent condo & mansion but ever since we're working abit
sayang using our own money loool =X ) and it was not a really pleasant experience. Is this common in Singapore, that most of HDB landlords suck? My previous experiences with condo/mansion landlords was okay. Very well, they can take my money, which is not supposedly theirs, but i wish for their misfortune when they spend out that money. You did that to us, someday someone else will do the same thing to you. :) Like my dad said;
uang bisa dicari (money can be earned).
So i didn't know that thinking about it too much affected my health, physically and mentally. I felt like as if my stomach and throat were full of air, couldn't breathe properly around morning-afternoon, having vertigo almost all the time and having depression and nightmare every night. I talked, chat normally with people around me but when i was alone; i broke down. I made P worried so much and made him stress also, lol. Sorry P. -_- After 2 days of having all those i couldn't take it anymore and went to see the doctor. I asked him,
what is wrong with me? Unlikely stomach flu because i had that for 3 or 4 times before. After diagnosing, he stopped asking questions like 'Do you have fever?' 'Is this part or this part of stomach hurt?' and stared at me instead.
"Do you have friends?"
...excuse me?
um yes.
"Are you close with them?"
o.o
ya
"When was the last time you go back to visit your family?"
...har?
3 months ago.
Why are you asking me all these anyway?
"You are not sick, you're under stress."
o___o
"...and you yourself, know that best, don't you?"
He talked like a psychiatrist. That startled me but the stupid tears just came out without reason. Ok... He might thought i was crazy. I just let my tears flow and that made me feel better honestly. Just hearing him saying
"Whatever you can solve, solve it immediately. If it is impossible to solve, just forget it and move on, okay?"
With that, i moved on.
Labels: homesick, stressed
Workplace
Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 3:11 PM
Working desk. :@
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Feels like floating
Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 6:27 PM
Taken using some lomo application from iPhone. Love the effect.
Enough with all the bullshit and craps thanks to the old landlord. Whatever, I don't care.
- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
